Arghhh!!

Feeling so 'beh syiok' right now! I won't tell the reason why, Lam knows why. Just feel like letting out in here. Can't wait for tonight. Lam says I can whine to him all I want =D Damn piss wei! I wanted to say 'NO. I'm not okay with it' but something stopped me from saying that. So i said 'Yea, okay'. It was very fake. I wasn't okay with it AT ALL!! Why?! Isn't there anything else?! From something meaningful, it became like a normal thing.