That's Why I ♥ You: 2010

This is what u're not

A REAL FRIEND WILL NOT HOLD A GRUDGE AGAINST YOU

sealed

I’m not gonna defend myself

I am tired of doing it

So, I’m gonna accept everything you say

And shut up

Say all you want

My Antidepressent Pill

I laugh even though I’m sad

It is not because I’m faking myself

It is because I choose to laugh over crying

Why should I make myself feel horrible when I can make myself feel good?

So, yes, laughter is my antidepressant pill

And it is FREE OF CHARGE

My heart knows it.

What if I say Yes?

What if I say No?

It doesn’t matter

The answer stays in my heart

And you will never know :)

Wilted Rose

When the love just shines

It is so bright

It feels so sweet

Everyday is like a day in heaven

You never wish to come down to earth

'I love you' 'I miss you'

You can just spill it out spontaneously and randomly

You breakdown whenever you fight

And instantly make it up to each other

But

How long will these last?

As days pass

Everyday is like a 'conflict day'

Petty issues turn into a fight

And fights lasted for days

Conversations are like a dead end zone

Short, cold and lifeless

And slowly

You don't feel anything anymore

Conflicting is like a daily routine to you

You are tired of explaining

You are tired of making things right

You are tired of breakdown

Now

You find it hard to cry

You don't explain whenever he misunderstands

You never thought of fixing things

All you do is follow the flow

Then

You realise

The feeling is longer there

You had fall out of love

Long Time Coming

Oliver James - Long Time Coming

Everybody wants to be loved
Every once in a while
We all need someone to hold on to
Just like a helpless child
yeah
Can you whisper in my ear
Let me know it's alright

It's been a long time coming
Down this road
And now i know
What i've been waiting for
And like a lonely highway
I'm trying to get home
ooo

loves been a long time coming

you can look for a lifetime
you can love for a day
you can think you got everything but
everything is nothing when you throw it away
yeah
then you look in my eyes
and i have it all
once again

it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
just like a lonely highway
i'm trying to get home
ooo loves been a long time coming

didn't know i was lost
til you found me
uh huh
didn't know i was blind
but now i see

can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been searching for
oh been a long long highway and
now i see
ooo loves been a long time
ooo been a long time
loves been a long time coming

This song is stuck in my head.

Keep replaying it

No, she won't break down

When he sulked, she held his hand, but he swung it off

It was not once. It was countless of times

Eventhough sometime he didn't mean, it hurt her

His 'just the two of us time' plan failed.

He got upset and refused to talk

Fear.

It was the only thing she felt.

She walked home with a bag of conflicts

And bear with it for days

The same thing happened

Over and over again

She walked away silently in the dark

Hoping that he'll follow her behind like he used to

She was wrong

There wasn't anyone behind

She realised

She was all alone

She was waiting

Waiting for him

There was a voice heard

A voice, calling out loud for her name

Voice filled with worries

But it wasn't his voice

It was another person

It wasn't him who was rushing towards her

It wasn't him who was panicking when she was gone

It wasn't him who was searching for her

Searching at every inch and corner

It was someone else

She felt suffocated

Gasping for air

And shedding tears all the time

Now

She has changed

No longer weak and fragile

After everything he did

After all the tears

She is stronger now

Sometimes

When you get hurt too often

You get numb

Can Love Wait?

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company...
"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!
Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.
She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.

The End.

A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to.

Irreplaceable

We always do crazy stuff together

Cracking up lame jokes

Spilling our dirty little secrets

And laugh non stop till we're out of breath
You make me look like an idiot whenever I cry

Cause you'll be doing and saying silly things that make me laugh

So, yes, I'll be crying and laughing at the same like an idiot =)

You stand up for me whenever I'm in trouble

No matter who it is, you'll defend me.

You care like a sister

Lecture like a mother

Protects me like a boyfriend.

Friendship is what gets you through the bad times and helps you enjoy the good times

REAL & FAKE

Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare

False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.

You Walk Into My Life

Some people come into our lives,

leave footprints on our hearts,

and we are never the same.

What's LOV3?

Love is like a dark chocolate.

Although it always leaves you with a bitter taste in your mouth,

you will still be tempted to take a bite the next time around.

She Wants

Hmm, i think i have a few things in my mind that i wanna do. Lets see,

1. hike to the top of BJ Hill and scream out loud. Yes, scream until my lungs explode.

2. Cry for hours. Seriously. I mean it. HOURS. And wake up, looking like a goldfish. Whatever, i don't care. i just wanna let the tears flow =)

3. Go to the gym and run on thr treadmil until i can't feel my legs.

4. Blast my speaker. Oh god. Dear com, why are you dead.

5.Sit Rapid alone and round Penang Island.

6. Hide under my blanket for one whole day.

7. Finish my brand new 4 novels in one week time

Will i get to do all these? Wish i could. *fingers cross*

Carnival

SMKBJ Canteen Day 2010. This year’s carnival is a hundred times better than previous. We had some guy from Mentor as the MC of the day, Ferrari cars, performance from students and teachers, haunted house, etc.

Our principal, Mr Jalil sang California Hotel. He’s so sporting wei. Two thumbs up! =D ustaz Fuad sang as well and it was nice =D He even wore gloves! I’m not talking bout the normal kind of gloves but it’s the biker’s glove. Haha. Can imagine? He’s an Ustaz!

Ah, Angeline! Her ‘taking Chances’was so niceee~*melts*

My class stall

Satay Ah Pek

Penjual dan pembuat ice blended

Popcorn poppers

The leng luis. Secret Weapon of 5 Bestari. =p

Oh, i went in to the haunted House. It felt great! x Di screamed my lungs out. From the entrance to the exit. Yes, it worked. I felt much better after screaming. Haha.

p.s. thanks for being there when i ‘rain-ed’ LOL. Babes, you guys are the best!

What I Steal

Cheryll’s property. And i love to steal it from her during BM tuition. Cute righttttt~ =p

Pinky =p

Pretty in Pink xD

Hot Hot

Isn’t RED hot? I love red. Do you love red too? =) Say YESSS! =D

Rover Owl C Dinner

Organised by: Rover Owl C

Venue: Bayview Georgetown

My outfit for the day: a short tube dress. Yes, it’s a lil bit too short. (My boy says so) haha. At least I did not ‘run light’. LOL.

Sir Boo Leong in his Wong Fei Hung outfit. =D

Time to makan makan

I was whining non stop to him that I don’t wanna join. Haha. Hey, scout’s games are always weird. I’m sure we’ll have to do some funny stuff. And yes we did. We were divided into groups and each group had to select a PL. PL had to rank his members. So you know what does that mean? In a line, senangkan diri, rehatkan diri, baris! xD In a hotel, wtih our dresses, heels and all. Haha. I dislike Weng Tatt’s base =p the ‘feeling’station. It was disgusting. Yuck! Oh well, i get to bully Weng Tatt gila-gila. His Girl’s transportation depends on me, so i get to threaten him. Muahaha. I enjoyed it. =)

Saturday Night dance.

Me and Him

Group pic (BJ)

BJ Scouts. And Open Troop members. I feel so cook to be called as Scouts. Haha.

Ting

Everything changed in a blink of an eye

Shopping!

Shopping with my Char Bors =)

Mega Sale! Discounts! *drools*

Caryn made me wear this.

2 Girls & A Guy

DESPICABLE ME

Movie of the day. This show is so damn cute. I think i’ve fallen for Agnes and the ‘huan chu kias’ LOL.

Uwaaa... they're so cuteeee~ =p

Sim and I wanted to vain at the seaside but it was so darn hot so we hunting for clothes instead. We went to Forever 21 and Sim was going Ga-ga over the dresses there. Haha. I seriously dislike the way they arrange the clothes there. They’re all so packed. It’s so hard to get an outfit out of the place. It’s like everything is tangled up. I wonder if the clothes are suffocating.