No, she won't break down


When he sulked, she held his hand, but he swung it off
It was not once. It was countless of times
Eventhough sometime he didn't mean, it hurt her

His 'just the two of us time' plan failed.
He got upset and refused to talk

Fear.
It was the only thing she felt.
She walked home with a bag of conflicts
And bear with it for days
The same thing happened
Over and over again

She walked away silently in the dark
Hoping that he'll follow her behind like he used to
She was wrong
There wasn't anyone behind
She realised
She was all alone

She was waiting
Waiting for him
There was a voice heard
A voice, calling out loud for her name
Voice filled with worries
But it wasn't his voice
It was another person
It wasn't him who was rushing towards her
It wasn't him who was panicking when she was gone
It wasn't him who was searching for her
Searching at every inch and corner
It was someone else

She felt suffocated
Gasping for air
And shedding tears all the time

Now
She has changed
No longer weak and fragile
After everything he did
After all the tears
She is stronger now


Sometimes                          
When you get hurt too often
You get numb                     

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